I don't know how to put it on words. But I have to. Call me crazy, It's okay.

As this pandemic situation still continues around the world, despite the 2,5 years effort, the vaccines (The 4th booster), the travel restriction, etc - I make myself busy by learning and relearning. Still not come back to hotel yet, so I still have abundant time to spend on myself.

As I develop my skill of intuitive communication, I start to experience many new and unusual things. I am a visual person, clairvoyance, so I quickly see something from someone or something. And it happens in a very split second.

I was watching youtube about ex-vegans that turn into meat eaters again, and suddenly this "thing" come to my mind. A picture of a small group of people, gathering around a cow. I assume they're farmer. All of them looks very sad. And there's a conversation going between the farmer and the cow. Definately they are animal communicators. 

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Farmer : You are the last cow in this world. I don't want to slaughter you. I can't. Eventhough it's been years we never ate cow's meat again

Cow : But it's Aidil Qurban. You should follow God's order. And there's no more cattle left in this world but me. So please slaughter me, and feed my meat to those needed, the last moslems.

Farmer : No! If I slaughter you, you will be extinct!

Cow : If you don't slaughter me, I will extinct anyway. I don't have any female left. But you should obey Allah, no matter what. Allah is far more important than me. I am created by God for Humans. So please, honor me by slaughter me today, in this Aidil Qurban.

And all the farmers cry. They've been protecting this cow with all their might, so the rest of the human didn't kill it. Hiding a cow is a big crime this day. They can be punished severely by the country, and scrutinize by the whole world, mocked, jailed, etc. 

They slaughter the cow, the last cow. Someone sing the adzan before the process. A very sad adzan. It's a painful, lonely picture. Not so many people gather there to watch the last sacrifice. As the rest of the world ban the consumption of meat, or if some of them sneak some meat in, it's a brutal and illegal killing. 

And finally, the last cow died on this Aidil Qurban.

The farmer distribute the meat to the rest of the moslem family. I can see that they are somewhat 'marginalize' moslem group, they don't fit with the social structure at that time, they are 'different'. 

The meat is not much, it's only a bite, because the cow was not that fat. Cow has been hunted down by many due to the disease that human have those days. The Zombie apocalipse they call it. Walking corpses. Human hunts down any last meat available everywhere so that they can live 'a bit' after being sick for so long because they follow a diet without meat, that damage their health and brain. They are craving for blood. They can't think, they don't care about halal haram anymore - except these 'chosen' moslem.

All ruminant animals that was liberated before from all farmer, due to human those days demand "animal freedom" - are all gone, extinct. They have no habitat anymore due to the land are all open for agriculture - the world is hungry, no matter how much food (from labs and modern agriculture) provide. They try to ban meat consumption globally, But people start to crave for animal protein, and they become so crazy, greedy, and violent. They kill all those animals that left. 

Every moslem family get one small piece of the last cow's meat. And when they swallow it, they immedietely feel the calmness. Their body sings with joy. They cry with joy, smile, feeling grateful and thankful to the Cow and God. A bliss. Their face are so beautiful. And after few seconds of bliss, they fall into sleep with a smile on their face. Eternal sleep. They all die.

And suddenly a loud voice is heard. A voice that never heard before, a screaching, almost like high scream, that makes every ear hurts. And a sound like a loud trumpet is heard. And every human eyes are looking up to the sky - wondering, confuse, but some of them are in shock, like they know what will happen next.

Yaum-ul Qiyamah

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So I hope this is just my wild imagination. But somehow deep inside my heart, if I'm still around on that time, I hope I am that farmer that talk to the last cow. OR, I hope that cow is the one come from my farm.